Its a sweet and sour memories for me.. Even through we have some hard time.. but i'll never forget about her and this relationship.. She called Daya.
Once in a time, we are stranger in Parkson Mahkota. I met her thru Baby Kiko part time and i was a Mickey promoter there. It was strange that i wanted to know her but i scared. I try to "Jual Mahal" and finally i knew her. She was a young looking lady and quite tall, she have a sweet smile and i wont forget her smile at that moment. we chat as friend and knowing each other well too..
In some fine day, i was offday, i stop by at Parkson and hang around. She around too.. lucky. I called "Mak Cik" due to her age born in 1988. hahah.. its Quite cute of her name. So on that day, i complained that i was hungry and wanted to eat maggie.. She said that she will cook maggie sup for me.. hahha.. well its interesting..things is we exchange phone number. =) i hope i cal be friend more better.. So the next day, i was out for a movie.. I was wandering since i got her number, why dont i msg her and chat awhile.. Guess what.. She said she will cook "Maggie Sup" and make me wont forget her in my life.. i was soo touch of that.. and she said she fallen in love with me.. How brave for a lady telling me that.. i was blush* and i take some time to rethink of that.. So i decided to take a shot why dont go for it. I wont regret for what i choose for.. SO we start our relationship on June. i will never forget all the moment we start.. I call her Bi (aka baby) and she called me "Sayang", i never got a that nick name before..
7June 2011, we decide to hand out @Jusco for our first dating ever.. i go fetch her and waiting for a moment for our first date.. *getting excited* Ok we went for a movie and have some moment together. we walked and discover that she love "Milo" and dislike "plain water". i scolded her for not drinking plain water.. and she ignore it.. hahah.. and we sat down, we chat.. i notice that 7June is her B'day.. how am i so careless of that.. Mayb its our first time.. i felt guilty for that but i give her a warm kiss on her cheeks and a big huggs.. then she wanted go back her hometown in the evening then.. I'll never forget that moment..
Bring back memories to me.. *i'm crying now* We have a hard time each other due we are different religion. but i understand that god are the same that teaches human good deed. Our relationship was up and down but i try so hard to protect this relationship.. cause i never give up on what i done in. we dont like breaking up.. She said that i always "manja" her like 18 year old child.. treat her like a baby to me.. She always advice her that "Ini di namakn ujian dlm kehidupan" she always like a mother to me and like a baby to me too..
One day, she argue that i'm still a kids to her.. i'm still young and wanna let go this relationship.. we argue till we really break up.. but i never quit for this relationship.. but i think human need to let go and follow the flow.. if she yours mean she will come back for you.. and she did.. she come back look for me that night but i left too early.. i was regretted for that.. and we get back together since then.. she told me that "you punya ayat kdg2 like malay that why i jatoh aty. Jika btl u jodoh hidup, xkn lari gunung dikejar." i was soo touch for her words.. i know that i did the right choices..
she conplain that she hate her life, she tension her ys susah. she cant tahan for all that. i felt her kesusahan tu.. she wanted to live in better.. she dont like her life.. but i try to help her up for a better life.. i always wan her go get better each day.. wan her to get happy.. wan her go think freely from all that living.. so i find all kind of way to support her as i can..
she msg me one day "tp is jd pe2 kat relationship kt i mta maaf ye tp i try the best." i do believe for that.. so we stay strong.. but i x nk hilang u. i xcukup kuat n xmanpu utk bimbing u ke agama islam" but i try my best for all i can.. so i make her happy always.. as infect i send her small love and stick at her car. Just after her work, she can smile looking at the paper love. inside love there always writing about something for her..
But in one day. i was sooooo STUPID to believe my friend say that she got another guy outside.. i cant believe it but i think its was fake.. She never lied to me.. i know her too well.. but mayb i was weak too.. In the end we finish a relationship on 7Jan2012. it a 7month relationship for me.. a longest and sweet memories together.. hard and soft road.. i knew that our relationship will never stable.. but trying my best and i did my job to love her.. I will never forget that monent.. i was soo stupid for that...
Thank you for having me in your life.. I always pray for you to get better in life..
-alvin-
iloveyou always in my life..
is like half of my life is gone just like that.. i did somethings that very hurting and wrong.. i feel like i'm useless for everythings.. i dowan to loose something that valueable even it is small.. i going crazy soon if i keep on like this... God please help me... i'm suffering everyday...really do...i need your hand...
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