i never think i'm the prefect person. i just a normal guy that want a simple life. nothin more i demand. i really stress with all i have now.. really! i not good at it.. i'm a trouble maker. i cause everyone in trouble. never a a good guy.. i have cause my company a big problem. and its all a middle man, that me.. i m stupid.. really idoit. nothin but just a rubbish human being.. i been thinking of suicide before i have important people in my life. my dad, my mum, my sis n bro, my friends and most of it share my feeling too..
but i really tension with all my things and what i have done cause a big problem.
mayb in few more hours or day, it will be my last day.. i'm done of it already.. i suffer enough. tension enough. stress enough..
